Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Fate files : fight the destiny

I learnt from Grey's Anatomy today that you can't run away from fate. It simply follows you home.
Heh, whatever that means. From my understanding , the more you run from fate, the closer it is you are to fate. So, as much as you wanted to run away from the person that destined to be with you, the close it is that he / she is to you.

I'd probably have to accept the fact that things might not go as well as I planned. The attempt to jump into raging volcano is best way to describe what I'm trying to do now.You either choked from breathing too much smoke, or you're swallowed by the raging lava, or, you can't find your way because there's too much smoke, OR you just have wait for someone to rescue you.

The idea of meeting someone that you can't court is very depressing for some. It's depressing that it's so near yet it's so far. Like what one used to say "The worse thing in life is when one's in love in the other, the other doesn't love one the same ". Or something like that.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Fate & Choice don't go hand-in-hand

Ever have that feeling that everything you do is futile? Is it fate that you're not destined to be good salesman? (if you think I'm talking about you, I'm not. I'm just quoting an example.)
Is it fate you're destined to meet this person, but be with someone else instead?
Are you capable of stopping fate?
Fate is something that you initially don't want to but it's bestowed to you anyway. Then you'll either accept it or keep running away from it. But , in the end, you still have accept it regardless of what do you have in mind.
That is what causes people to feel helpless when they find they can't challenge fate anymore. Why can't we challenge fate?

Monday, January 29, 2007

It's the new week

It's gonna be end of the month. Again to rush some stuff before end of the month. Well kinda pissed now need to finish some those stuff that are listed in monthly work-plan.

Keep bringing forward to next month won't look very nice for appraisal this year. :(

I'm hoping February will be better.

Valentine is around the corner. I have 2 special friends' birthday coming soon. 1 is in fact 1 month + 1 day after mine, which is on 23rd February and another which is on 28th February. I wonder should I get them anything.

Well, I've always been a cheapskate for so long. haha... yea I am. So, this year I should strive be not so cheapskate. Treating someone a meal is too "normal", thinking of trying something different this year. But, what?!


Thursday, January 25, 2007

1 down , 1 to go

I attended another wedding on last saturday in Sungai Besar, yes.. there'll be photos.. don't worry.

Then there's another wedding coming soon on 23rd February. That'll be my cousin's. Well, his bro married November?? / December last year . Now it's his turn.

Best wishes to all married and single people.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

It's my b'day

It was my b'day on 22nd January 2007. Thank you for everyone for their greetings. Especially who sang b'day song while he was on the LRT. Not forgetting my schoolmates,
my colleagues.


Tuesday, January 16, 2007


What is one's destiny?

Why am I here? Am I destined to be someone good? Are there people who are destined to do bad things during their lifetime, eg, murder, con, cheat , lie?

Is there a choice? not to become what you're destined to be ? OR to be with someone else than the one you "destined" with?

Is there a choice?

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Photos will be coming soon.

Since I'm too lazy to upload the photos of Singapore trip and end of year y2k6, I'll blog about something quite useless useful for some.

For those of you who have played Final Fantasy series, you might be interested to try out this character test and find out which Final Fantasy character are you.

This is who I am in Final Fantasy.
Final Fantasy Character Test

Go ahead, give it a try!

Updates: I just launched another blog Tech Me there . It'll talk about tech stuff and probably some stuff related to the programming language, AREV, that I'm using now.

Friday, January 12, 2007

The funny feeling

I just had a funny feeling today. It's funny because I never felt something like this before. Maybe I did. But, that was probably a long time ago.

I felt my heart beating fast, but I try to control my composure to avoid making myself to look like a total nutcase.(that's because we haven't really met face-to-face since 3 2 years ago (in a wedding.) (whoah?? that long ago?).Felt nervous seeing her tho I have no idea why.

Anyways, I wanted to go over and talk to her but I kinda shy because she's surrounded by people.

I was struggling , in the end,however, I didn't have an opportunity like
Mr. Reality Show contestant
to talk 1-on-1. So, I just waved at her when I was about to leave. She noticed and she waved too. (yea. I know lah.. very silly lah.. what to do... cannot talk mah.. mah wave lah... better than nothing right?)

As I was on my way back home, she SMSed me apologizing didn't talk to me. (IT WAS MY FAULT actually, WHY AM I SO SHY?!! okies lah.. what to do? I lembap mah).

lembap: means inactive / sluggish in Bahasa some extreme terms, lembap can mean cissy , basically someone who is a chicken.

I just replied saying that it's just weird, talking(chatting up) in funeral (yes, this time we met in a funeral pulak).Talk about timing , eh? I said hopefully we do meet some other time. By then, I hope we can have a decent conversation.

The End.

P/S: My heart is seriously wrong. But, I don't think I need to fix it. I just feel "alive".

Tuesday, January 09, 2007



当我第一眼见到他时 ,我突然觉得,"咦,这人很面熟。"


他说,"有啊,曾经上过一个真人秀(reality show)节目。"

我心想,"不怪得啦,果然是他。" 这个节目也过了一段时间,我不想问那么多。

他也说,"我上节目也只是纯粹娱乐而已" ("I join for fun" 的意思大概这样翻译吧)



备注: 以上言论都是利用英语和国语(Bahasa Malaysia)来进行的。要是翻译上有什么差错,请多多原谅。

还有要谢谢Ching Ling aka Cely 提供了一些字眼。让我可以写下这个"部落客"。

Friday, January 05, 2007

In love with a celebrity.

What do you when you're in love with someone like Hannah Tan?

Monday, January 01, 2007

A happy new year!

Happy New year !!! Best wishes to everyone and have a healthy and happy 2007!!