Fate files : fight the destiny

I learnt from Grey's Anatomy today that you can't run away from fate. It simply follows you home.
Heh, whatever that means. From my understanding , the more you run from fate, the closer it is you are to fate. So, as much as you wanted to run away from the person that destined to be with you, the close it is that he / she is to you.

I'd probably have to accept the fact that things might not go as well as I planned. The attempt to jump into raging volcano is best way to describe what I'm trying to do now.You either choked from breathing too much smoke, or you're swallowed by the raging lava, or, you can't find your way because there's too much smoke, OR you just have wait for someone to rescue you.

The idea of meeting someone that you can't court is very depressing for some. It's depressing that it's so near yet it's so far. Like what one used to say "The worse thing in life is when one's in love in the other, the other doesn't love one the same ". Or something like that.

Fate & Choice don't go hand-in-hand

Ever have that feeling that everything you do is futile? Is it fate that you're not destined to be good salesman? (if you think I'm talking about you, I'm not. I'm just quoting an example.)
Is it fate you're destined to meet this person, but be with someone else instead?
Are you capable of stopping fate?
Fate is something that you initially don't want to but it's bestowed to you anyway. Then you'll either accept it or keep running away from it. But , in the end, you still have accept it regardless of what do you have in mind.
That is what causes people to feel helpless when they find they can't challenge fate anymore. Why can't we challenge fate?

It's the new week

It's gonna be end of the month. Again to rush some stuff before end of the month. Well kinda pissed now need to finish some those stuff that are listed in monthly work-plan.

Keep bringing forward to next month won't look very nice for appraisal this year. :(

I'm hoping February will be better.

Valentine is around the corner. I have 2 special friends' birthday coming soon. 1 is in fact 1 month + 1 day after mine, which is on 23rd February and another which is on 28th February. I wonder should I get them anything.

Well, I've always been a cheapskate for so long. haha... yea I am. So, this year I should strive be not so cheapskate. Treating someone a meal is too "normal", thinking of trying something different this year. But, what?!

Think.

1 down , 1 to go

I attended another wedding on last saturday in Sungai Besar, yes.. there'll be photos.. don't worry.


Then there's another wedding coming soon on 23rd February. That'll be my cousin's. Well, his bro married November?? / December last year . Now it's his turn.

Best wishes to all married and single people.

It's my b'day

It was my b'day on 22nd January 2007. Thank you for everyone for their greetings. Especially who sang b'day song while he was on the LRT. Not forgetting my schoolmates,
my colleagues.

THANK YOU. THANK YOU!!

Destiny

What is one's destiny?

Why am I here? Am I destined to be someone good? Are there people who are destined to do bad things during their lifetime, eg, murder, con, cheat , lie?

Is there a choice? not to become what you're destined to be ? OR to be with someone else than the one you "destined" with?

Is there a choice?

Photos will be coming soon.

Since I'm too lazy to upload the photos of Singapore trip and end of year y2k6, I'll blog about something quite useless useful for some.

For those of you who have played Final Fantasy series, you might be interested to try out this character test and find out which Final Fantasy character are you.

This is who I am in Final Fantasy.


Go ahead, give it a try!

Updates: I just launched another blog Tech Me there . It'll talk about tech stuff and probably some stuff related to the programming language, AREV, that I'm using now.

The funny feeling

I just had a funny feeling today. It's funny because I never felt something like this before. Maybe I did. But, that was probably a long time ago.

I felt my heart beating fast, but I try to control my composure to avoid making myself to look like a total nutcase.(that's because we haven't really met face-to-face since 3 2 years ago (in a wedding.) (whoah?? that long ago?).Felt nervous seeing her tho I have no idea why.

Anyways, I wanted to go over and talk to her but I kinda shy because she's surrounded by people.

I was struggling , in the end,however, I didn't have an opportunity like
Mr. Reality Show contestant to talk 1-on-1. So, I just waved at her when I was about to leave. She noticed and she waved too. (yea. I know lah.. very silly lah.. what to do... cannot talk mah.. mah wave lah... better than nothing right?)

As I was on my way back home, she SMSed me apologizing didn't talk to me. (IT WAS MY FAULT actually, WHY AM I SO SHY?!! okies lah.. what to do? I lembap mah).

lembap: means inactive / sluggish in Bahasa Malaysia.in some extreme terms, lembap can mean cissy , basically someone who is a chicken.

I just replied saying that it's just weird, talking(chatting up) in funeral (yes, this time we met in a funeral pulak).Talk about timing , eh? I said hopefully we do meet some other time. By then, I hope we can have a decent conversation.

The End.

P/S: My heart is seriously wrong. But, I don't think I need to fix it. I just feel "alive".

我的布洛克

啊，太高兴了。终于可以顺利进入blogger.com。这几天，都很难登入blogger.com。废话少说。今天，有少许高兴。我遇见了个“名人“。今天，我约了个宽频公司的职员见个面,以了解他的公司的服务。

当我第一眼见到他时 ,我突然觉得,"咦,这人很面熟。"

我想了大半天,在挣扎到底该不该问他。最后,我鼓起勇气,就问,"请问你有上过电视吗?"

他说,"有啊,曾经上过一个真人秀(reality show)节目。"

我心想,"不怪得啦,果然是他。" 这个节目也过了一段时间,我不想问那么多。

他也说,"我上节目也只是纯粹娱乐而已" ("I join for fun" 的意思大概这样翻译吧)

过后,我和同事讨论这件事。我说我还想和他合照,她说"你还是别这样做,别"下虽"你自己。我也觉得她说得有道理。如果我是那个"名人"的话,我也会觉得怪怪的。

我觉得这件事很有趣,就"部落客"(blog)下来了。而且,还用华语。

备注: 以上言论都是利用英语和国语(Bahasa Malaysia)来进行的。要是翻译上有什么差错，请多多原谅。
谢谢。

还有要谢谢Ching Ling aka Cely 提供了一些字眼。让我可以写下这个"部落客"。

In love with a celebrity.

What do you when you're in love with someone like Hannah Tan?
hmmm...

A happy new year!

Happy New year !!! Best wishes to everyone and have a healthy and happy 2007!!